I'm sick of saying this but finally have the time to update my beloved blog wtf.
so busy at work that I don't even have time to spend with leroy tan wtf.
mmm happy that Cilantro's doing really well at the moment. we got reviewed by the Toronto Star (major newspaper in GTA) and the response was immediate. The restaurant is dangerously short-handed(staff wise) right now and furthermore Aunty Rosie(kitchen staff and my sifu wtf.) can't really work properly due to her problematic leg. Kinda worried bout' how the restaurant will cope when I return back to KL. Oh well, can't be thinking too much la since I'm not too happy here anyway wtf.
Can't wait to go back to Melbourne actually. Everything here seems so fake and I can't be myself here. Guess that's the price I have to pay if I want to see my brother and mum. But sometimes I do feel that being away from them is better in many ways. Well not to say that I purposely want to hang my dirty laundry here but I guess I have to accept the fact that everyone will change according to their environment whether you like it or not. The time that me and Leroy spent apart has certainly taken it's toll (well at least in my point of view). Yeah I know I sound like a fucking brother freak and it kinda freaks me out too wtf. And Leroy Tan if you happen to read this, I'm not looking for a confrontation or whatever la. Just venting a little. I do accept the fact that people do change and everything can't be the way that I want it to be. I'm not the fucking King of Canada wtf. Aiyah fuck off la Canada's fucking over-rated. Not that I'm pouring cold water or whatever coz' it's just my egoistical stepdad that has changed my perception of things. The main reason why I made up my mind that I don't want to come back to Oakville once I grad is because of him. Every single day I have to go through a load of bullshit and hide my real feelings just to please him. But oh well, I'm fucking staying under his roof so what can I say rite? Seriously it's so fucking fake. As fake as a mannequin wtf. mannequeenx wtf.
But what if I fail to make it in Australia? Should I return to "the best place in the world - Canada"? wtf. If I do return, I think it's gonna be somewhere away from everyone. So sick of all the drama. As if there wasn't enough drama when I was a child. But if it wasn't for the Law and Yeoh family, I think I wouldn't be where I am today so I don't blame anyone for that. Aiya enough of the emoness la.. I'm scared that you all might tear reading this wtf.
On a brighter note, I'm turning 21 in 2 days. Adult sial.... Legal for everything wtf. Sigh.. Wish I could celebrate it with all of them that matter (including those in Canada). And to make things worse, it's not even fucking snowing here this xmas! niasing.. no xmas mood at all..
That's all for now coz' I'm god damn tired. Can't even sleep all I want on a public holiday. Just got back from Ottawa not too long ago.... Wah mahem fucking 5 hours just to drive there to see the capital city of Canada wtf. Pics of xmas eve celebration and Ottawa trip next post la... Time to emo with the 4 walls of my room and fall asleep wtf. Oh yah, happy new year to everyone as well.. Have a blast alright? :)
7:16 PM
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About Me. wtf.
Darren Tan Jin-Fei.
Better Known As Yeff.
Currently Residing In Melbourne, Australia.
Has a tendency to end every sentence with "wtf". wtf.
People I Stalk Gao Gao wtf.
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